My Thoughts My Emotions My Life....

Simplicity

5-23-2008

The light filtered through the trees filtering down on to the soft grass in a speckled pattern at the edge of the field. the large field was covered in slow rolling hills that seemed to go on and on.

Early morning

5-15-2008

The early morning thick with mist
The ground wet with dew
The rising sun glowing bright.

Mountain

5-1-2008

She walked slowly up the mountain the gravel path crunching under her hiking boots. Stopping for a second she shifted the weight of her backpack then continued on. The large evergreens blew gently in the breeze that blew over the side of the mountain. in the distance the sound of water bubbling over rocks along the bottom of a brook could be herd. A bird flew quickly over head disappearing into the trees as quickly as it appeared. She smiled looking into the dense green trees for any sign of the birds perch. she shrugged and walked on hoping to reach the top in time to watch the sun sink into the ground and disappear.

Early Morning Pasture

5-1-2008

I stepped out of the house quietly closing the door behind me with a click. I looked out across the fields and pastures of my home. The sun sparkled through the trees as it rose slowly its day just beginning. I stepped down onto the grass still wet with the morning dew and made my way across the lawn towards the pasture. Leaning against the fence I watched my horse lazily eat the green grass. A slight breeze blew as both my horse and I stood out in the early morning. The air was warm and smelled sweetly of spring. I watched as the breeze ruffled his mane my hair brushing lightly against my shoulders as it also blew slightly in the breeze. Smiling I took another look at my horse before heading over to the barn to get him his breakfast.

Ocean

4-9-2008

I looked out over the ocean as I stood on the rocks. the waves splashed against them roaring in my ears as the wind blew my hair back wildly. I hugged my coat tightly around me watching the rolling waves and the light house light spin rhythmically. As I stood there I felt at peace and it felt like I was standing on the edge of the world looking over. Saying to myself if I fall I am not afraid.

Candles and your memory

4-9-2008

The smell of candles filled the air
smoke drifted towards the sky
we stood our candles in hand
all heads bowed in silence
his favorite song played loudly threw the speakers
but not a word was spoken as the lights changed slowly
and one by one people started tossing there candles into the fire in the center of the silent people
that small fire of those hundred candles burn in his memory

Empty

4-9-2008

There is an emptiness
an emptiness that fills our hearts
an emptiness that won't go away
an emptiness that makes us cry
an emptiness that makes us wonder why
why did it have to be this way
you weren't supposed to die that day
your presence is no longer felt
though your memories live on
and all our hearts are empty
but we will move on

Silence

4-9-2008

Silence fills the air
and it seems as if no one is breathing
just sitting wishing you were here

all eyes are full of tears
as reality hits and we realize
you are gone.

gone forever
gone so young
why did it have to be this way
will the silence ever go away

there is an eerie feeling
empty
cold and lonely
and I want to know
will the silence ever go away

hi

3-26-2008

somethings missing when your not here
here beside me
I think of you always
where ever I am

LIFE

3-25-2008

My life is flying
flying on by
never slowing
always speeding
moving way to fast
I feel as though I am looking at it
watching my story unfold
unfolding way to fast
I feel like I am on the outside looking in
at the good times and the bad.
why is it going so fast my memories just don't seem to last.